I feel compelled to write about exes. We women have issues especially in the way we deal with our loved ones exes. We might dislike them, hate them, envy them or plainly just want to murder them. But if we stop and ask ourselves what did they really do to us to make us feel hate towards them? Its not like they planned on being your bf's ex, right? Its funny how we search for the ex's hi5/myspace, so we can criticize them with our bestfriends, "She is so fucking fat", "She can never look like me!" But what drives women to do what we do. Is it her fault that your man still have her number in his cell phone? NO!!! Every woman is bound to have a case of the ex, the way each and everyone handle the situation is different. Some might prank call them, some might text them, some might email them, some might even go to their homes and insult them, so what really turn ladies into the hulk? Yes, the ex once had the man of your dreams in their arms, house, bed, but what the hell does that have to do with you. I am not saying that I love my bf's ex, I dont. I just stopped to think one day, asking myself, "What the hell am I stressing myself over, I am the one with him, not them". But lets face it, your blood still boils when you think about her touching him...you want to kill them and cut off all parts of her body and throw them in the river so that the crocs can devour every little piece of that bitch. But do you really think murder will take her out of his heart? HELL NO!! If you know that you are not number one in his heart, why the hell do you insist on believing that one day you might be his number one? Come on ladies, never settle for number two, because its not worth it. If he doesn't belong to you then let his ass go, you will eventually find another man that will have the balls to put you first no matter what. Don't get me wrong, I still get jealous when my bf say "Hi" to her/them, I admit that it is not in my nature to like people who have had a piece of my meat. But what can I do, I can't turn the hands of time. He gets jealous of my exs' too so its not only me, and that is how you know you are number one in his heart. He feels the same as you when he sees you saying Hi to your ex. LOL. I have finally reached to the level that I can spend a couple hours joking around with the ex, or hanging out with them, just as long as what she wants (my bf) is holding my hands or grabbing my ass. Then I will sleep at night thinking to myself, "What is mine can never be yours". No matter how much money you have, how tall you are, how skinny you are, how chunky you are, how obssesive you are, to him I am perfect. So email him, stalk him, call him, text him, he will never be yours!

XOXOXO

Eva